Beauty

Having this skin outbreak enabled me to understand what my parents always teach me. The most important thing in life is character, and well, of course not excluding God Himself.
When we look for friends or a life-partner, we tend, more often than not, to look at their outer beauty. I am going to be terribly honest and admit that I am one of the victims of such psychological thinking.
I look for girls that are pretty, proportionate, witty, cheerful, fun-loving and all the other requirements that most guys look for in their girlfriends. I am very sure that the opposite sex look upon us in the very similar manner as we do. They look for handsome, strong,funny, gentleman-ly and all the other manly characteristics in us. BUt then comes the part that dawned upon me. All this outer beauty would fade away as we age, the one thing that we wull never change is character.
Character.
This thing never ages and will always be the same, no matter how hard we try to change our character, we would come back to ground zero again.
The point is, when we look for a life-partner or friends, we must look for their character and not their outer appearance. No matter how ugly, fat or thin, the most important thing is that he/she must love your character.
Remember...Character is what defines you.

Regards,
M.

Fly on the wall

Luv this song=)) its so awesome=))

love Miley Cyrus=]

regards,

M.

Arrrrggh.

All that i want to do now is to yell out loud. I am so frustrated with myself. I set my heart to do something and I dont carry it out due to some stupid reasons that crops up. there is so much anger in me and I want to vent it out. I cant keep it in me anymore and seeing some people in school makes me angrier and more pissed. I dont know I dont know I dont know. Blogging this doesnt make me any less angry so I am just going to stop.

Pointless.

From the inside out.

I connect to this song totally. Its like awesome. Why on earth did it take me so long to find that such a nice song existed???? U know what I mean? =))))

It is sooooo relaxing when I look at the problems and troubles that I face daily whilst listening to this. I wish I had known this song a loooooooooong time ago=) Thank you God for this song. I know I have drawn very far from you lately. Im sorry. I really am. Teach me to love You once more. =) And Im sorry for running away from you this few months, thinking that I would have been better off not being a Christian. Because people can fail me and wreck my day but I know that You will stand by me through it all, if only I follow You wholeheartedly.

Love,

Matthew

school is in >.<

SO school has started once more. And it is back to the monotony of it all. Oh well the usual, lectures, followed by tutorials and lab and more lectures!!! It gets a little exhausting at times. And to make things worst, my skin has flared up again. It must be due to the accumulated lack of sleep that has occurred ever since the start of CPTC. I am extremely thankful for all the prayers that were said for me by my cell group members. =))) And of course for my parents who helped me along too. =]

Anyway, lets talk about school. The first two weeks of school was pathetic I believe. I absolutely refuse to smile because I simply did not feel obligated to do so. Well, when I aint happy, I aint smiling. Simply right? hahahhaaa. But then the smile is slowly returning to me once again and I am sort of happy that it is coming back. =))))

Alright, I have to go sleep already so I am going to call it a day. ^^

No music for today! Bleh!