God & Love

Yesterday in church, I felt God nudge my heart, like he was saying, " Come back to me. Come back to me if you really want her. I am the Only Way." At that instance, I felt peace overwhelm me. It was like as though everything fell into place nicely. Like as though everything started to make sense again.
In my own flesh, I would not be able to be love her fully. In my own flesh, I would not be able to make her happy. Only God can. Only God can help me and not me, by myself.
I guess I am probably not making any sense now. BUt welcome to the Christian world.

Lord, all I ask in my relationship is for blissful love, the agreement to talk out our problems before we go to sleep each day and that we would truely n wholeheartedly love You. Everything else would fall into place naturally. I guess. :D

And now the song that would describe how I feel about her.



Regards,
M.

Naturally

Sometimes I do things without thinking as though it is second nature. And that is bad.

It is like everything comes naturally and on certain occasion I would say the wrong thing at the wrong time and thus, landing myself in hot soup. *sigh*

I just dont understand why sometimes I like to take the weight of the world on my shoulder. Im sorry for being random but as of now..there are many thoughts going through my head and it feels like it is going to explode.

God help me.
M.